what if you’re drowning and your friends are describing the water to you?
does that mean that the water still isnt rushing over you, pulling you down, entering your lungs and suffocating you?
all too often i feel like: I have this issue (it could be anything, I’m really not being specific here because I have alot of issues) and I’m telling you that I have this problem, I’m opening up, I’m being vulnerable. and you are standing there telling me that I should just let it go, it doesnt matter in the long run, but I’m telling you now that it does.
I’m hurt, and though I’m not licking my wounds here, i am asking for a little help. I have alot of faults, i talk over people, I bite my nails, I joke way too much, most of the time I’m really snarky, and I blame others for things that I am doing. I dont know how to get out of these holes, I’m gonna need a hand. A relatable hand, someone who knows what its like to be me, but at the same time is better at being me than I am.
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That’s a pretty tall order… I pray you find that person, and that God fills in the places where no person could.
Ever seen the movie “As Good as it Gets”? Talking about describing the water somebody’s drowning in reminded me of that.
) I like that scene.
Oh, and I don’t like it when some program tries to get smart and auto-generates a smilie that it thinks I meant, and only manages to mess it up…